Give up, takes chances back, hope high, being hurt again and give up. Again. And again and again.
All of this is useless. Bullshit. This heart of mine. Don't know how to choose the right one. It keeps faith at the wrong heart. Being comfy and all and yet get hurt again. There will always be a lesson that you never learn aren't you? Giving up at the right heart. You never learn that. Dammit.