the next year,

 gosh, it horrors when i saw my archive. 6 posts for 2012. back then i post a lot. though i delete a lot too. guess 2012 is a busy year. but seriously, nothing great happen. here i am, same old, same old. or maybe been worse. this year doesn't go well. i don't keep up with those really awesome old friends, lost contact with some too, really a loss. you know, a friend is meant to keep. when you don't, the relation fades, and then only awkward comes when you met again. yea, people says friendship last forever but those comfy feelings around them doesn't last that long. it happen. back to unwell year, for the first time in diploma i failed in final. for god sake, it is already fifth semester. i felt like a complete loser. true, i see it coming but i don't expect i'll really failed. and i broke up too. that, i don't know how i suppose to react. okay stop.
 i now it only end of december, but i've make up resolution for next year! and done one of those too, -.- in a bad way. so take a view of what my next year will be :D

• Try out new things.
• Be stronger.
• Came to be more confident.
• Gets first job everr.
• Becoming a great 21 y/o lady :)

  Okay, this sucks. i only remember one. i'll update it when i found my notebook later. See? i've listed new things :) btw, i failed for the first time, so repeating subject is sort of trying something new. there, i've done next year target. -,-
 its getting late, so till the next ideas comes. byeeeeee.

so damn true :p